sick. :(
Monday, February 23, 2009
with ♥ 4:31 PM
im feeling quite horrid and sickly. and a little gloomy and sulky. okay im down with a fever and horrid cough and flu so i suppose its normal.
anyway baby was really sweet yst and accompanied me to the doctor's (: hehehe. i love you sweetheart.. im stil quite worried about the incident but aiyo. okay ANYWAY. im a little incoherent today again. hmmm. well
anniversary's in about 2 weeks' time and im really excited. :D :D :D
http://www.vi-hotels.com/fileadmin/user_upload/gallery/aloi/6._ALOI_candle_light_dinner.jpg
been asking arnd and scouring for restaurants that caters candlelight dinner for baby and me to cele our anniversary and i found a few! Perry recommended this place called Prive at Keppel bay. [http://www.prive.com.sg/] looks really good. (: and best thing is apparently they do put candle so there you go! candlelight dinner yay (: the only thing is it'd be about S$300 for the both of us. hmmm. will see how the other restaurants are first then decide :D but really looks good. :D too bad revolving restaurant gone. few weeks back i was desperately searching for restaurants but now im so spoilt for choices cos there're so many restaurants for me t choose from! :D cant wait. hehehe. anyway thanks to all who tried helping :D
http://www.playtimelasvegas.com/imgname--go_ice_skating_in_las_vegas---50226711--iceskatelakelv.jpg
and im gg ice skating with baby for our anniversary! :D sentosa can wait. hehehhee oh my gosh im so excited cos ive nvr ice skated b4 :D i hope i dont land on my butt.. and hopefully, we can skate like the pretty couple in the picture! :) and hmph, im so indignant that baby said i look kiddy with my new haircut, and i look like a digimon. DIGIMON. a frigging digimon. zomg. i was like WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!???? im "darlingmon", according to him. hmph. watch out you. hehehehhe.
and i finally bought my nike bagpack (: last piece too! hehehhe. yay :D too bad baby refuses to let me buy one for him too.
mmmm wed im gg NUS for this geog thingy. hopefully its fun :D hehehhehehhh. okay goodbye! im going t study geog. i think atmosphere is fun but tough. :\
i hate being accomodating to everyone, im tired of everyone not doing what they should and leave me to worry about it. and i hate trying to make everyone happy only to feel unappreciated, end up im the unhappy one. :(
-jinghui-
Labels: a vortex of moods.
i hate being j2 already.
Friday, February 20, 2009
with ♥ 11:21 PM
i studied the whole day today ZOMG.
im living up to the AJ mugger name. sch, training, the tuition. im so tired now.
and im sick. thanks to ling who passed the bug to me. i feel horrible and upset now. sighs. and AJ killed a fish. :( the emptied the pond not realising there's still a fish there. zomg it was like struggling out of water. i ran away. :( :( :(
anyway. im damn tired now so im incoherent. and im upset everyone says my new hairstyle is kiddy okay gosh. :\ i insist im not 5 years old just cos i love stitch! hmph. and cos i cry at almost every movie. oh oh, "the curious case of ben button" was nice. in front quite boring, but well yeah. at the centre to end i started crying alrdy. v. heart wrenching grrr. :( sad ending okay sheesh. i wanna watch he's jus nt tt into you. and night at the museum2. and ice age 3. zomg im excited. :D
and i love cathay cineplex. :) my favourite! popcorn good, little commercials... wonderful (:
and hmmm. my dear OG 3509 wants to have outing on 21 march. to SENTOSA. great. :\ why cant we go
shopping instead! :( hmph.
mmmm. now that im still stuck in AJBT i guess i'll make the best out of it. (: so that it'll pass soon!!!! and i cant stand the ajbt notice board. OCD kicking in sheesh. will do it up soon.
okay bye. piano tmr morning. and im hungry now i want soup. :)
i wan a new bagpack!!! my puma bag is with me for 4 years and its old and bit torn alrdy. :\
-jinghui-
what a damn crappy cow year.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
with ♥ 11:49 PM
i swear, this year is bad. horrid. terrible. tsk. what i damn ^%(&$^%(@$^@%&#$! bad year. im itching to swear. but i shant. :)
time really fly past v fast leh. it scares me. anyway. orientation was fun but im stil like suffering from lack of sleep. since last monday i nvr had a like damn good sleep cos weekends have t wake up early too. :( so im kinda like grumpy and shag all day long from lack of sleep. sheesh. today was the ultimate man. NAPFA then bmt training. walao. :\ i swear im aching head t toe and tmr i cant walk properly. shit. zzz.
on the bright side. im done and forever done with NAPFA. great :D and seriously i proclaim myself as anti-sports. the sporty me is gone i hate sports now. hmph. anyway. jc2 is so darn busy okay i find myself stuck in a mini rat race. everything's so rushed and a monotonous cycle until i want to scream. grrrr.
haagen daaz vanilla ice cream and my baby makes everything better.
and crap. i have OCD. this is what JC does to me :\
-jinghui-
Orientation 2009- infinity
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
with ♥ 6:16 PM
being OGL is fun. :D just that you have t sacrifice alot, like time. i have alot of catching up to do, and hw to rush also. but nonetheless its fun. i think it kinda
reinforced my decision to go
NIE after all. yes i must admit smtimes all the trouble and problems drive me crazy and nuts but at the end of the day it's fun and fufilling. (: so now im no longer aiming to go Business, but get a scholarship and get into NIE. :)
anyway. my OG is okay i guess. i can rmb all their names yay :D they're not very noisy, but not very quiet either. however its only day 2. and they're warming up. :) hahahhaa. really funny bunch that i can nonsense with. :D well some of them luh. haha. chang really really damn blur and smtimes i go :...... (insert big sighs) so i decided to give her one stupid clap. :) hahahah.
im sure she's trying desperately to rack her brains to devise a clap for me. ;) right chang???? hahaha. tianjun is really high, and thad.. idk. lol. anyway. scorpius is kinda dull compared to rest of alliance, but the cheers [thanks to tj] are really funny. my fav goes like this:
what you gonna do ah
when you see the best ah
when you see scorpius ah
siam, you better siam siam you better siam
Siam ah, you better siam ah siam ah you better
SIAM AH YOU BETTER SIAM AH YOU BETTER.....
SIAM. siam. siam siam siam siam
xi shua shua xi shua shua, xi shua shua bloop bloop
xi shua shua xi shua shua, xi shua shua YAY
xi shua shua xi shua shua, xi shua shua bloop bloop
xi shua shua xi shua shua, xi shua shua sssssss!
okay it isnt like very nice here but when its like frigging loud with actions its damn nice. :D i think backside cheer is cute also. hahahaha. :D so fun. day 2 much more fun than day 1. hopefully the next 3 days are fun too. but i think i need sleep. :\
I ALRDY HAVE EYEBAGS. :(okay so thats about it. now i cant think of ath except hw. :\ so i shall go do hw now.
whats past will stay as memories. i promised her not to cry anymore. i promised.-jinghui-
Labels: i miss my baby. :(
vulnerable.
Sunday, February 08, 2009
with ♥ 8:49 PM
i guess we're all vulnerable. like i once told chang, i hate it that i cant control my own life and yet it controls me. im not a christian so i dont believe in god and his path for his followers etc. but buddhism just teaches you how to lead your life to the fullest. so technically im quite annoyed i cannot control my life. bad/weird things are still happening to me. like today there were these 2 really ZOMFG annoying men who thinks the world revolves around them. sigh. i hope the sun comes out soon.
i guess we cannot control life and death, and it is inevitable. but the last time someone i know died [my grandpa] was when i was really young, and i dont rmb ath. vague. but this time, now that im 18, the pain is unbearable. although i dont know how jac looked like, and i barely know her and only wrote letters....she's still my friend who loves stitch too. :( its really scary how life can manipulate us. just a few days back i smsed her and although i can sense her pain, she tried to show me she's ok... she's really strong. :( i know its rather silly of me to like, bawl over it but i just feel really sad. and i hope she's happy wherever she is... you've been really strong, and its time for you to live happily. i hope the stitch stuff i gave you cheered you up; you'll be dearly missed, jac.this incident jolted me awake to reality. of how lucky i am to be who i am, to have the family i have, to have my friends, to have my darling. i sat silent and pondered for very long, numb. i cannot imagine how life'd be like without all these people. and i swear i'll try my very best to be nice to everyone. and just now while smsing baby, i tot of life without him. i think it was really scary thought, cos i burst into tears. [i think my water retention problem is solved cos i cried alot just now.] okay i think im gettin incoherent. i dont really know what to say cos my emotions are like in a vortex now all mixed up. but i really feel lucky now. and ms johnson, thanks for everything. after talking to you i felt alot better. my parents kinda freaked out when they heard me bawl. esp my dad he looked so helpless. love you daddy.
anyway. to cheer this gloomy post up. i bought shorts frm cotton on, and a tanktop darling loved me wearing. it was stupid cos the shorts one for 30 bucks, two also for 30. anyway i need shorts so i bought two.
and im
feeling loved cos me and baby got over a quarrel last night and i will change for him just like he's trying to for me. <3 quarrels are kinda nice cos i guess without them the relationship is flawed. and it's quarrels that bring two ppl closer than ever, if they are meant for each other. and i do feel closer to dear and our relationship is stronger after every arguement.. :)
and i think doing DIY with baby is really fun and it's like sth we both enjoy and its so sweet. :) i hope holidays come soon so that darling can finally bake with me.
and i really like my rainbow billabong slippers.
and i decided i wan t get the nike bagpack cos my puma's falling apart and
EVERYONE tells me how dirty it is.
and today baby met my parents for lunch;
it was lovely. crystal jade makes me happy. and seeing my parents pleased with my baby makes me happy too. it aint easy to get my parents stamp of approval.
okay im getting teary again. i'll cherish what i have now. <3 i will.
okay tmr is orientation i hope my OG is fun, yay. and vday is coming soon. :D hope i have the energy to write everyone's letters.
and im really excited to see baby FIX UP his present. hints, my love. :) and DIY with baby again! and cook. :)
and well i feel quite disoriented and messy and tired and my room is messy. i hope things will get ok soon. its time to study hard! 10 months is very short. go go go!!
in the meanwhile.... my tv show start alrdy. shall watch to cheer myself up. yay yay dance flow!
-jinghui-
Labels: cherish.
2009 is a bad year i swear.
Thursday, February 05, 2009
with ♥ 10:33 PM
i figured. all sorts of stupid and sad and weird things happen this year. and its only feb. its like a bad omen to the coming months. :( its like things i nvr tot would happen. sighs. i wont say ath here i dont want to. but today was a weird and bad day too, cos ling saw sth she shouldnt. :\ see. sigh.
anyway. im so busy with school now that i dont even have time to update my diary on events. except sch work. so its like my planner is empty, my hw list is uber long. :\ this week totally sucks, cos yst was CCA carnival and stil got training. that means
SIX solid hours of contact with bmt. it was torture. :( sigh. training tmr again. and a devastating fact i gt to know of yst.
BMT TOURNAMENT IS PUSHED BACK TO APRIL END.shit wtf. i completely lost it when i heard the news. i dun understand how the rest can keep their cool and calm. :( oh my god. to think i was hoping march can step down alrdy. sighs. and now my body is aching
EVERY SINGLE DAY cos it doesnt have the time to heal. my back has been aching for weeks and my mum says if it doesnt get better i have t go for
acupuncture. SHIT. damn screwed up okay im so terrified of pain!!! :( sigh. well maybe then it gives me an excuse to stop training for a while. i dont want to have like whatever my ah ma is having when im old its so scary :(
now i think i dont have faith in every subject you know. :\ geog econs lit. 3 H2, none of them im sure of an A grade for A levels. oh my god its such a terrifying idea.
A's is in TEN MONTHS' time. gosh. frankly speaking im alrdy starting to gear up and attempt to study but everytime i even try to finish my hw i no more time alrdy. thanks alot to bmt. sigh.
okay i shall stop sighing. anyway. im really glad now i can catch up with j2 work.
CATCH up, not on par. so there's stil alot more work for me. plus my j1 work sucks big time. and geog is a different story.
ATMOSPHERE is difficult. :( :( :( i mean i can understand some parts and its interesting i must say and now everytime i look at the sky i can see the ITCZ and winds and everything. and
clouds are ICE. how cool is that. but if i have to take an exam on it.....:\ its very difficult to grasp it. aiyo. aiyah in all i just have alot of catching up to do for jc1 work. for all subjects.
go go go hengjinghui!!!i think its weird jc shaped me to become like that. i feel odd w/o hw now you know. like, very naked. stripped bare. lol. maybe ive begun to like studying! ......i hope. :) then life would be so much better. hahahhahahhahaha maybe i'll get smarter too and not get bored and fall asleep when i come across a boring article or have to read math or econ or geog or lit. wait a min. thats everything. -.-"
well on a happy note saturday will be lovely, sunday will be lovely, and next week is orientation week yay :D hopefully it'd be fun. alot of work to do though, more catching up of work. okay anyway thats then. now i have to rush presents and hw. :D happy happy! sentosa! baking! daiso! DIY! shopping! :D
tmr OG lists are ready. and there's a briefing for class leaders at 4pm... i hope these give me an excuse to skip training. :D
and thank goodness there's baby to keep me through these rough times. :\ i love you sweetheart. im here for you too! :D and i swear the penguin clip is the most beautiful of all. :)-jinghui-
Labels: watch me shine.
retail therapy works.
Sunday, February 01, 2009
with ♥ 9:29 PM
even if its just window shopping. :) sales make things ever better. esp when the clothing is pretty and is on 80+% off hahaha island shop loves giving huge discounts huh :) yayayya and i bought new furry penguin clips.
anyway. im pretty excited about j1s coming esp orientation :D i cant wait :) although i'll have to catch up on my studies. well at least i can skip some trainings yay yay :D i really hope step down soon im so tired.
today was the chingay help-out thingy.
IM VERY ANNOYED. firstly. no time to finish my food have t throw away. secondly :(
NO MORE SHIRTS LEH!! wa lao the worst thing is there was these 2 aunties that take wrongly shirts theirs should be plain polo w/o chingay design. and you know what they said?
walao make us keep changing like models like that. WHAT?????!!!!! end up they still keep the shirt ok :( and i dont have any shirts :( gross. :( sigh. anyway chingay was pretty luh me and ling kept taking photos. and there were many kids and babies to make me really happy :D
sat baby went to bai nian with my ah ma :D yay :) and this sunday he gonna eat lunch with my parents again. :) plus vday is around the corner. sth to cheer me up :D and im almost done with presents yay :D
okay my show start le Dance Flow is nice! :D
dear study hard oh you can do well for ur test de! :D i love you :) and im sure everything will be okay. im praying everyday.
-jinghui-
